No conseguirás Borrar mi Sonrisa

martes, 8 de enero de 2013

I can't deal with this, I'm not strong enough and I'm tired of pretending that I am

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Querida alma gemela, espero que me leas...

Hoy quiero decirte que cada vez sos más importante para mí, que con una sonrisa tuya cambias mis días, que con cada beso, con una caricia, un abrazo, con cada detalle, cada momento me haces feliz! Quiero decirte que esto sólo es el principio de un para siempre.. Que cada día que pase te quiero más. Que nunca nadie me hizo sonreír como vos, nadie me hizo feliz como vos! Sos mi mejor regalo, gracias por estar en mi vida, por haberme hecho soñar. Te quiero de verdad, escúchame una vez nada más.. Quiero que veas la realidad para que sientas lo que yo siento, y solo existe una verdad! Desde que vos estas todo es tan perfecto.. Vales demasiado, aunque no lo veas o no lo sepas, quiero que entiendas que por esa razón sigo acá. Y si algún día te vas, quiero que recuerdes que te quiero, que como vos no hay nada más grande en este mundo!

No pretendo ser la dueña de tu vida, sólo quiero compartir algunos instantes contigo. No pretendo ser la que te roba suspiros, me conformo con respirar el mismo aire que vos. No pretendo ser la que aparece en tus sueños, me basta con acompañarte hasta que te quedes dormido. No pretendo ser la que te haga sonreír, yo quiero que sonrías conmigo. No pretendo ser la que te dice en cada momento que te quiere, basta con que vos veas cómo no puedo dejar de mirarte. No pretendo ser la que evite tus lágrimas, sólo quiero ser la que llora contigo. No pretendo ser la que celebre contigo, sólo quiero que sepas que cuando estés feliz, yo también voy a estarlo. No pretendo ser la que te diga que todo estará bien, solo quiero que sepas que yo voy a estar ahí para cuando caigas. No pretendo ser la que te enseñe a vivir, me conformo con que nunca me olvides.

· Who was the last person you held hands with?: With he…

· Are you outgoing or shy?: Mostly shy

· Who are you looking forward to seeing?: Someone special to me

· Are you easy to get alone with?: Em, to anyone who has enough confidence

· If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?: I don’t no

· What kind of people are you attracted to?: People with personality and funny

· Do you think you'll be in a relationship two months from now?: Unfortunately I do not see the future

· Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?: He knows who is

· Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?: I feel very uncomfortable :_

· Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?: With my best friend!

· What does the most recent text that you sent say?: “Te amo, mañana avisame a qué hora salis de laburar”

· What are your 5 favorite songs right now?: Push. Palabras mudas. Cuando sea grande. Anything but ordinary. Recordarte.

· Do you like it when people play with your hair?: Depends, no much

· Do you believe in luck and miracles?: I believe things happen for a reason

· What good thing happened this summer?: Nothing in particular. I had a great all summer

· Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?: No. Nobody loves me :(

· Do you think there is life on other planets?: I like to think so. But they are good

· Do you still talk to your first crush?: No

· Do you like bubble baths?: Gives me the same

· Do you like your neighbors?: No

· What are you bad habits?: Emm, for example… lie.

· Where would you like to travel?: I would travel to Spain

· Do you have trust issues?: Too many…

· Favorite part of your daily routine?: Sleep! Obviously

· What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?: My face and the rest of my body

· What do you do when you wake up?: Nothing like the rest of the day

· Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?: I'll settle well

· Who are you most comfortable around?: I do not understand your question, sorry

· Have any of your ex's told you they regret breaking up?: No

· Do you ever want to get married?: I don’t know. I would think twice

· If your hair long enough for a pony tail?: Yes, I have such short hair

· Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?: I don’t know (?

· Spell your name with your chin. DSAIRAS (? Jajaj

· Do you play sports? What sports?: Yes, emm shoe (?

· Would you rather live without TV or music?: 100% music

· Have you ever liked someone and never told them?: now I'm dying to tell someone how much you want

· What do you say during awkward silences?: “Tirate un paso”

· Describe your dream girl/guy?: He wanted to meet my prince charming

· What are your favorite stores to shop in?: “Me da lo mismo”

· What do you want to do after high school?: Study law

· Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?: Not everyone

· If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?: It means that it is extremely quiet e.e

· Do you smile at strangers?: I always smile

· Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?: Space or bottom

· What makes you get out of bed in the morning?: The school

· What are you paranoid about?: I'm not paranoid about anything

· Have you ever been high?: Jajajajajajajajajjajajaja no.

· Have you ever been drunk?: Never. Do not drink alcohol

· Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?: Not really

· What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?: Gray

· Ever wished you were someone else?: No. I play what I play live

· One thing you wish you could change about yourself?: My insecurity…

· Favourite makeup brand?: I have not

· Favourite store?: “Audasia”

· Favourite blog?: Mine

· Favourite colour?: Blue!

· Favourite food?: I have no favorite

· Last thing you ate?: Soup (?

· First thing you ate this morning?: Cookies :D

· Ever won a competition? For what?: Yes, in figure skating (?

· Been suspended/expelled? For what?: Nono, ever

· Been arrested? For what?: No, neveeer!

· Ever been in love?: When loved, really loved. But being in love depends on two people

· Tell us the story of your first kiss?: I loved it because it was a stolen kiss, and there is nothing cuter than a stolen kiss. It was also very funny Jajaj

· Are you hungry right now?: No, just finished eating

· Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?: I have no friends on tumblr Jajaj

· Facebook or Twitter?: Facebook

· Twitter or Tumblr?: Tumblr

· Are you watching tv right now? No, listen to music

· Names of your bestfriends?: Rocio!

· Craving something? What?: Craving for ice cream jajaj

· What colour are your towels?: eh? ._. green (?

· How many pillows do you sleep with?: I I do not sleep with pillows

· Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: Yeah, I can not miss ñ.ñ

· How many stuffed animals do you think you have?: Enough… I love :D

· Favourite animal?: No I have!

· What colour is your underwear?: Red :_

· Chocolate or Vanilla? Vanilla all my life!

· Favourite ice cream flavour?: em, vanilla?

· What colour shirt are you wearing?: White

· What colour pants?: Black

· Favourite tv show?: Dr. House

· Favourite movie?: 8 millas!

· Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? Means Girls :B

· Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?: 21 Jump street!

· Favourite character from Mean Girls?: Lindsay!

· Favourite character from Finding Nemo?: Doris, forever!

· First person you talked to today?: My mother

· Last person you talked to today?: Exequiel

· Name a person you hate?: Have to love to hate

· Name a person you love?: My brothers

· Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?: More than one person

· In a fight with someone?: Nothing that can not be solved

· How many sweatpants do you have?:

· How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?: I did not count, sorry

· Last movie you watched?: Hooligans

· Favourite actress?: Julia Roberts and Anne Jacqueline Hathaway

· Favourite actor?: Adam Sandler

· Have any pets?: Yes, two dogs

· How are you feeling?: Could be better…

· Do you type fast?: When I want

· Do you regret anything from your past?: No, because I learned through my mistakes

· Can you spell well?: I'm not stupid

· Do you miss anyone from your past?: Yes.. My grandmother

· Ever been to a bonfire party?: a bonfire party? I do not understand!

· Ever broken someone's heart?: I think not

· Have you ever been on a horse?No. When I had the opportunity to scare me

· What should you be doing?: Sleeeeeeeeeeep

· Is something irritating you right now?: No.

· Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?: Unfortunately if :_

· Do you have trust issues?: I think it's about what I have more problems

· Who was the last person you cried in front of?: If I'm not mistaken, the last person I saw was my mom

· What was your childhood nickname?: Enana ñ.ñ

· Have you ever been out of your province/state?: Yes. On vacation

· Do you play the Wii?: Played only once

· Are you listening to music right now?: Yes. I listening to Avril Lavigne!

· Do you like chicken noodle soup?: Em, yes(?

· Do you like Chinese food?: No!

· Favourite book?: I not have

· Are you afraid of the dark?: yes…

· Are you mean?: What?

· Is cheating ever okay?: No is okay!

· Can you keep white shoes clean?: If you're a clean person (?

· Do you believe in love at first sight?: I can hardly believe it

· Do you believe in true love?: Completely

· Are you currently bored?: Do not you see?

· What makes you happy?: Spending time with my friends

· Would you change your name?: No

· What your zodiac sign?: Scorpion

· Do you like subway?: Not really

· Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?: Nothing because I do not like

· Who's the last person you had a deep conversation with?: With my best friend!

· Favourite lyrics right now?: Slide away to Oasis

· Can you count to one million?: I can but I will not

· Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?: with my doors open

· How tall are you?: 1,59

· Curly or Straight hair?: Straight

· Brunette or Blonde?: Brunette

· Summer or Winter?: Summer

· Night or Day?: Night

· Favourite month?: November

· Are you a vegetarian?: No

· Dark, milk or white chocolate? Milk

· Tea or Coffee?: Tea

· Was today a good day?: It was a boring day

· What's your favourite quote?: “Yesterday said tomorrow”

· Do you believe in ghosts?: Is Believe or bust

· Get the closet book next to you, open it to page 42, what's the first line on that page?: “Su voz se quebraba mientras cantaba, el llanto invadía todo. Sus ojos, su voz. La canción le decía que todas las cosas que había visto se desvanecerían en su mente”

No puedo hacer más, si supiera qué hacer lo haría pero, sinceramente, no sé. No sé por qué tengo que estar todo el tiempo tratando de convencerte de algo que, en realidad, me tiene que importar a mi, son mis sentimientos, mis problemas, míos… Porque si de verdad sintieras algo por mi, por más mínimo que sea, creo que serían diferente las cosas.. Cada vez que te ‘confieso’ algo tengo que dar mil argumentos. Me haces sentir como si estuvieras poniendo excusas todo el tiempo, que siempre buscar el error en todo lo que hago. Sé perfectamente que no soy perfecta, pero intento dar lo mejor de mi.. ¿Estás buscando que todo lo que siento y te digo sea mentira? ¿Buscas que no sienta nada por vos? Porque sinceramente, estoy llegando a sentir algo fuerte por vos, y no lo puedo cambiar.. Decime si lo que estas buscando es que me aleje de vos. Si es así, necesito escucharlo. Reconozco que si me pedís que me aleje, me dolería, es lo que menos quiero. Pero si ahora me duele, no quiero imaginar en un tiempo lo que dolerá!

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